BEW week one complete

Starting weight = 255
 Weight today = 255
 Exercise goal = 5 times a week
Actual exercise = 3 times
Food goal = drink mostly water with some others 
Actual result= accomplished this one because I mainly drank water with some coffee, milk, & only 2 sweet tea glasses

Losing weight with Company

I have decided to loose weight along with several friends and my wife. Over the course of years and the month of December I have arrived at a weight I don't want to see or feel any longer. I will weigh in every Friday morning and report it. I need the accountability and friendship. I am joining the BEW weight loss competition that Sarah has started. Here are my goals: Starting weight: 255 Goal weight: 210 Exercising goal: run 5 days a week at a distance of 4-7 miles Goal to mostly drink water with some coffee, milk, & sweet tea

Journeying

Life is a journey and it is challenging. I wish things were easy to understand. Life is difficult much of the time. I wrestle with knowing God intimately and with knowing exactly what He wants me to be doing for Him. I want to see where God is working and get involved with Him instead of asking Him to help me with the things I am doing. I know these facts but it is still hard to live it. I want to be what God wants me to be and I want to be where God wants me to be. Next, making parenting decisions are hard as well. There are questions in my parenting life like should I teach Santa Claus, is allowing my children to trick or treat good or bad, what is the best way to disciple my own children in the Lord? How do I know my children's college funds will actually produce enough money for them to go to college? Should I worry about retirement as a minister or do I trust God to take care of me? I do not know the answers to these questions. I seem to always have more questions than I do answers. I feel like only God can Lead Me to answers. Lord, lead me so that I can lead the ones you have entrusted in my leadership!

Weekend Recap

This weekend was a crazy one if not one of the craziest in the history of time. My daughter Makenna has been not sleeping very well at all this past week and she began running fever on Thursday. Sarah takes off of work on Friday and takes her to the doctor. The doctor did not seem to be able to define the problem right away. So we left questioning ok, what do we do now. Friday night makenna seemed to wake up every hour crying and upset but she would not drink anything. Saturday was a day of sleeping and trying to rest because Sarah, Makenna and myself were so tired from the lack of sleep friday night. One good thing about Friday night was that we went and got Sushi from the Chinese buffet and it was incredible and the Rangers won the ALCS. OH wait that's two things, anyways! Saturday night was our church's Fall Festival, which it was kind of raining and lighting so it did not turn out like it typically has the past couple of years. It was all inside our church's gym and Makenna sleep through the entire thing and Kailey did not want to play with anything but the jump house. She did it once and then wanted to do it again, so we are standing in line to do it a second time when the blowers shutoff on it and the whole thing collasped on all the childern inside it. They were so scared but we got them all out and did not let kailey go the second time. At the end of the night I took a group of the students to a Hell House, a church putting on a scary story in order to share the gospel at the end. It was interesting but good. Afterwards we all went to El Chico, which is a restaurant I do not like but I like students so I went. We had some amazing conversations during the time we ate. They were asking questions about other religions and why we do the things we do. It was an awesome time as a Youth minister to be able to explain things to them. Saturday night went better with Makenna. Sunday morning Sarah felt sooo sick she could not go to church, nor the kids. Sunday afternoon I started feeling sick. Sleep it off and NOW it's Monday.
I hope this week will bring God Glory(not that the weekend didn't)!

Fall Time

I am pumped about the fall season. There are so many things to enjoy during the fall season of the year. The weather begins to cool down some in Texas. Football season begins which is very exciting in many ways. The colors of fall begin to set in and things turn so beautiful. Labor Day Weekend was a good weekend with my family. Saturday morning I was able to play some golf with my dad. Even though the course is not a professional one nor is it very hard, I played well. I birdied 3 holes and pared several others. We had a good time away playing games and hanging out. I am feeling a lot better about my job because things are underway for the fall. Discipleship classes have begun and seem to be doing well. All of the students are back at school so things have slowed down some. I am beginning to think future now for winter, spring, and summer ministries. What will be beneficial? What impacts students spiritually? What impacts anyone spiritually? I desire to concentrate on my own spiritual journey this fall. Desire to memorize more scripture. To seek God's direction for the future. Share thoughts for any or all of these questions. OUT!

I just want an updated blog

I get so mad or upset when I go to read people's blogs and they have not updated anything in like months. I usually think to myself, "Why do they even have a blog?" and then today I was looking at my blog seeing that I had not updated in quite a while and realized I was becoming one of "those". So when I tried to login I could not even remember my password. I had to reset it and now I am back to updating again. Life is very full. I am working on a big youth trip that we go on every year. This year the place we usually stay for free is not avaliable and the adults that always go are not going so it has been difficult. My family is changing on a daily basis it seems. We think Kailey is almost potty trained one day and then the next she'll go in her underwear all day. Makenna is smiling and cooing becoming her own personality. Sarah and I are working out again trying to live healthy even though it is extremely hard. I just wanna eat M&Ms and hamburgers and burritos and drink Dr Peppers & Sweet Tea instead of water. I nightly give someone other than myself a bath, I typically dress at least one person other than myself sometimes two other people of the other gender as well. Change at least a couple of diapers(which isn't that many compared to Sarah) but still LIFE IS ALL ABOUT CHANGE!!! It is very fun but very different. I am working on the discipleship ministry for this fall at our church. I am working at getting all the technology at the church working and functioning correctly and keeping it on campus instead of letting 11 year olds steal it. I am also trying to schedule a church wide Sunday School training day for the Fall sometime. The church finances aren't terible nut not great either. We are 24,000 behind budget right now and continually spending more. It's high spending time right now too. On top of all that I really was hired to be the Student Minister and so I do try to keep that successful and reaching and discipling the students in our area. We seems to be shrinking rather than growing. I would like to special order 4 or 5 adults that care more about the students than about teaching a lesson. Love is abounding in my life but so is responsibility and requirements. Life is a balance act and it often feels we are walking on a tight rope. Very little room to make a wrong step. I know this is my life and I enjoy it. Jesus, lead me so that I can lead others to pursue You!

Coming up

Today was really good at IBC, lots of issues but everything worked itself out. Next week the students are responsible for leading the morning service. It is called Youth Sunday. I am looking forward the students at our church sharing, singing, leading out in various ways. It is also going to be a busy Sunday because we are going to recognizing our graduates. I will be hosting a celebration breakfast for them during the bible study time which is before church. It is always a mile marker for me seeing students move on and for new students to enter into the group. I am a little sad to see them leave but I am also hopeful for their future. 2 1/2 weeks till baby Williams!